OBSERVATIONS FROM A VISIT TO
YAD VASHEM, ISRAEL’S HOLOCAUST MEMORIAL

Just a few weeks ago, the new wing of Yad Vashem opened on the hills of Jerusalem. The museum and institution is the foremost Holocaust memorial center in the world, and for the opening, more world leaders ascended to Jerusalem than had come since the funeral of the late Yitzhak Rabin.
Yesterday I had my chance to visit the new museum, which I found to be remarkably thought-provoking. I won’t go into details of how the museum is set up, and I won’t endeavor to compare it to the old wing or to any other Holocaust memorials I’ve been to, though I’d encourage you to visit them yourself. What I will do is share some of my thoughts which the museum provoked.
Walking through the sequenced sections of the museum, I asked myself many questions, many of them the very same questions most any visitor and observer would ask. How did an unprecedented menace like Hitler manage to rise to power, and how did that power go unchecked? How did Europe, the purported center of world culture and the supposedly most advanced continent of civilizations allow itself to descend to such atrocities? How did the Jews of Europe not feel the water coming to a boil around them? How did allegedly heroic leaders like Roosevelt and Churchill, knowing full well what the Nazis were doing, not take simple action to stop the killing machine from remaining in gear to the peril of millions? However perplexing and even infuriating as these questions turned, it was quite a different question that stayed with me throughout my tour of the museum: What would I have done?
In addition to describing the circumstances leading up to the Holocaust, to the unspeakable atrocities committed therein, and the aftermath that followed, a considerable section of the museum was dedicated to showing what individual Jews did amidst – and in response to – such horror. Being the grandchild of survivors, and seeing right in front of me the fate that befell my great aunts, uncles and grandparents, I was not looking at horrors endured (or worse, not endured) by others, but by members of my own people and even my own family. The question, therefore, didn’t seem quite so hypothetical.
Would I have endeavored to preserve Jewish culture by operating a stage theater? Would I have sought to record what was happening around me by keeping a journal, in the hopes that it would surface in the hands of survivors years later? Being an “observant Jew”, would I have devoted myself to intense prayer for redemption, or perhaps the study and preservation of Torah as the eternal backbone of Jewish survival? Maybe I would have cleaved to the Jewish value of knowledge and published a newspaper inside the ghetto to keep my kinsmen informed of what was going on around us?
My grandfather, he should live and be well, managed to escape from Poland to behind Russian lines, where he met my grandmother, eventually re-united with his only surviving sister, and fathered three children, who now each have two children of their own. His considerable contribution was what we would otherwise take for granted: survival. That contribution will multiplied by the individual accomplishments of each descendant (and hopefully ascendant) generation which, thanks to his survival, is now alive and proudly Jewish. Would I have had the strength to carry on as he did, with the knowledge that everything and nearly everyone I once cherished is now gone, endure the aftermath, and restart life in a foreign land?
The museum is laid out in a sequential manner, taking you through history chronologically from Hitler’s rise to power, through the war and the Holocaust, to the establishment of the State of Israel. Yet I continuously found myself returning to the section on the Partisans, the Jewish as well as non-Jewish guerilla fighters who made for the woods, organizing makeshift militias and striking back against the Nazis. They derailed trains transporting tanks from factories to the German front lines. They liberated concentration camps. They provided refuge for escapees from camps and ghettos. They killed Nazi soldiers. But perhaps most importantly, they preserved their own dignity, protected the survival of their own families, and preserved the fighting Jewish tradition of the Maccabees by fighting back against the Nazis that were slaughtering their kinsmen by million. Would I have managed to escape concentration or murder for the forest and joined their ranks? Would I have fought back, or would I have despaired?
I wish that by the end of this entry, I would have an answer to these questions, but I fear that by the end of my (hopefully long and worthwhile) life, I will still not be able to determine what my roll would have been with much degree of certainty. The likelihood is, however sadly, that like over six million other individual Jewish souls, I would have simply perished.
All I can do at this point is to continue asking these questions, to live my life in the memory of so many victims, honoring the spirit of those who persevered, and make the survival of my own grandfather worthwhile by contributing to the posterity of the Jewish people, whose quest for survival is still far from finished.